Oopsie Poopsie
It has been a little bit since I have updated, and OMG a lot has happened! Where do I start? Well, my therapist took a job with a different company and I wanted to follow her there. Between her moving from old job to new job, she had some life changes. I was aware of them, but after a couple of weeks going by and not hearing from her, my brain was like, "She ghosted you, boo." I could not for the life of me remember what the place of her new job was called and I had no other way to contact her. Then another week or so went by and I really started believing she had abandoned me. How could she do this to me?! She told me I have made so much progress. Did she lie to me? Maybe she just couldn't deal with me anymore? Well then, screw her! I was so torn, my mind had lead me to believe that I hated her with every part of my being. Although my mind was trying to convince me of this "justified" hatred, I knew in my heart I didn't hate her. This was the first time I...